Trials?

Right now I am in pinch!I need to get money for dorm rent but I have no $$  now.This month I try a lot of interview with some still have not give me answer yet and some dint even reply me......I getting worse....Sometime i even wonder if my choice is wrong?I alway try to hard and screw up?Should I have not quit that previous company?Am I an IDIOT or I am just FUCK with wrong choice.RIght now I have to way to prove it.....

This is my recent work......1 for art test and another 1 for is Goemon but there is nothing special because I am still not satisfy...far from satisfy but I still cant make my ideal 3d......my family is not rich so i still need to work .....but I cant work at my favourite company.I will need to research more and moreTT.TT

Just some recently event

Recently nothing new so I will simply update some random thing.FCKING BORING FOR ME NOW BECAUSE I GOT NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT WORK WORK WORK.MY IDEAL SELF CANT BE REALIZE WITH ME MY CURRENT POTENTIAL OR AM I REALLY DOOM? ( T.T) i DONT WANT TO DOOM SO FAST!!!MY FRIEND ALREADY DOOM BUT I DONT FOLLOW HIS FOOTSTEP!

I recently use this for next interview but I wonder it fail to get pass =o='