Another 3 year and it will be 10 year since i start chasing my dream,I have not regret but I learn a little reality about this life I experience many down and fall sucj as company bankrupt to fired yet I don't feel sad.I know the reason is because they unable to give me the spark and will to continue to work for them.Sometimes I wonder if I have problem because I unable to feel the beauty of money as I know we need them but not to the level or must have them.
Am I Weird?Am I Crazy?Am I Strange?
I really don't understand why am I so weird.I am living in path to my dream but I don't feel moving forward.I understand more than anyone that this is I have a serious LAZINESS that have been with me for year yet I can't cut off.I NEED HELP TO CUT OFF THIS LAZINESS OR A SPARK TO BURN MY WILL.I CAN FEEL IT,NEXT YEAR WILL BE BEGIN A NEW LIFE.COVID-19 RUIN MY DAY BUT THEY WON'T RUIN MY WILL AS IT IS NEVER BROKEN.
GUESS MY ONLY GOOD POINT IS I NEVER GIVE UP ALTHOUGH I POSSESS THIS LAZINESS SICKNESS.
FATHER LORD ,I PRAY TO YOU
FOR THIS DAY I AM STILL HAPPY
FOR THIS DAY I AM STILL THANKSFULL
FOR THIS DAY I AM STILL LIVING
FOR THIS DAY I SEEING THE WORLD
AND
FOR MY LIFE IS BLESS
FATHER LORD,I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS
AND
I ASK FOR YOUR GUIDE
THANK YOU LORD.
